I Praise You Lord because You Are!

Lord, You are my Light. The darkness in my world seemed to me like an obstacle that I had to conquer. I was blinded from the bounties that You Lord has in store. There was no one to guide me in my journey. NO one dared but You, oh Lord showed me Your Light and has given me HOPE to pursue righteousness and live with You. Thank you for loving me!

Lord, you are my Redeemer. I was in a pit of of sin, enslaved by my human desire. Your eyes were in tears watching me. My craving for a good life enveloped me but I did not know that you has prepared a better life for me. After seeing my struggles, You reached out Your caring hand and here I am, trapped no more from the pit. The warmth of your embrace has shown me that I am already free in Jesus! Thank you for being my Redeemer!

Answered Prayer

I ask God to forgive me. 

I broke my promise not to be in-love again. I thought I will never feel this way again after my heartache back when I wa in college. But what is happening now? God forbid, but I had fallen into this pit where love enslaves my senses. I know this is not right at my status now- the fact that I still have a family to feed. 

I ask God to forgive me. 

But what else can I do? Dumating siya sa buhay ko nang hindi ko inaasahan. Siya ang tanging tao na nakamulat sa aking isipan at kamusmusan sa mundo ng pag-ibig. Siya rin ang taong nagbigay sa akin ng inspirasyon upang sa bawat araw, alagaan ko ang aking sarili- tulad ng kanyang pag-aalaga sa akin, though we are separated miles apart. Siya ang bukod-tanging nagpadama sa akin ng tunay na pagmamahal. And above all, this special someone is an "answered prayer."

I ask God to forgive me. 

I'm in love. Each day is a cheerful day because I may not see and be with this ""love"" but it just seems that my "love" is right here beside me- smiling when I smile, laughing when I laugh, and crying when I cry. 

I ask God to forgive me. 

This is the first time I ever feel this way. And I don't want to end this. Love it!!!